Sunday, 22 May 2011

Due Date!

So, like the title says, its my due date....except for no signs of Matthias. Guaranteed, he won't be here for awhile...UGH! I just want him out...NOW!
Matt is pretty funny though, super excited..I love him so much for it. He's absolutely wonderful.
I can't wait to see Matt's face when Matthias finally arrives..

Saturday, 7 May 2011


So, yesterday was my 23rd birthday. :-D
Didn't really do all that much, just kind of bummed around the apartment, and whatnot, waiting until 2:30pm so I could pick up Matt.
I was looking forward to dinner...homemade hamburgers. The most delicious burgers in the whole wide world! Doesn't help that I have the most outrageous craving for ground beef. THAT is probably the best food in the whole world because its so versatile, haha. So after dinner we just relaxed...Matt gave me such a beautiful card, I did tear up a little bit. He's absolutely wonderful and I am so blessed to have him in my life. I love him dearly. He also picked me up 'Water for Elephants', the book. I've been looking to read it since I heard about the movie. I can't wait to get it started. :-D

Anyways, there is 16 days left until my due date. I AM FREAKING OUT! I've always been around kids/babies, but this is way too new. He's OUR son! I'm so excited to meet him and see who he looks like more..(I hope Matt!) I'm just scared of the birth process. Its probably my biggest fear. That, and healing afterward, but nonetheless, millions of women give birth and are fine...and to end, I'm just looking forward to making Matt a dad...He is going to be an amazing father. :-D

Wednesday, 27 April 2011


First off, biggest pet peeve is when the smoke alarm goes off when I'm home a lone in the shower...our poor dog absolutely hates that sound and starts to whine. Poor thing. The stupid detector is placed right outside the bathroom, so it goes off randomly, but its the first time its gone off on me! I'm only 5'4 and have a super hard time trying to make it turn off...

Anyways though! I have 3 more nights left of work. I'm extremely excited, however at the same time, I know that in a couple more weeks...(25 days!) our little guy is going to be here. I'm not only excited, but so nervous at the same time. I'm nervous about whats going to happen during the labour/birth part and just how crazy our life is going to be after he's here..So much stuff that needs to be done, and things that need to be bought...ah well, it will come in time. I know that Matt is going to stand by me and support me and that's really all I can ask for...
I can't wait...BUT first things first! My 23rd birthday is coming up a week Friday, and I have NO IDEA what I want to do.. :-D